It's a question that visits my thoughts once in a while. How does one un-love someone?
Every time I see you my heart flutters. It's as if we've never separated from each other, like I forgot how you have wounded my fluttering heart badly before. But then it's a different situation now. I have someone by my side and you are there on your own world, wandering and discovering more of yourself.
Though I really wonder if you feel the same. Do the slight brushes on my arm, the kind gestures you make, or the messages you give mean more than what they should mean?
I am afraid. I am afraid that if I do something, everything will turn out sour. What we have now, the friendship that is, took a lot of time before it was fixed. I guess I value our friendship more than anything that could ever happen. Friends stay longer than boyfriends/girlfriends as my mind would say. I guess it works well for both of us if I just love you from afar, to watch you go your own way, see you grow from afar.
How can I un-love you? I really don't think there's an answer for that. I'll just copy what Piolo said in his movie and just continue to love you in a different way now. Let's just drink to that.
